@jeju ungelievable

     I went to Jeju Island this week with friends.We didn't check weather report before we went there ,so that only the first day was a sunny day,and the last 3 days were endless rainy days..........
     It supposed to be terrible travelling in rain,and surely we occured some bad things.BUT,all in all, it was my first time going out with friend for such a long time .
     We booked the air tickets at internet first ,and it was really cheap.We only paid 250,000 for a round trip,2 people.And then booked youth guest house named sellei.It was cheap ,too,but only for firls.
      It took about 50 minutes to fly to jeju and it was just a snap time.The weather that day ws great.We took the airport bus to go to the other side of jeju to live ,where there are a lot of travel lines .Our guest house host was a very kind person,and his daughter was really good at Chinese.She is 12 years old and has learned Chinese for 6 years.She has a little brother .I'm sure that he will turn to be a very good-looking guy in th future,kkk.
     We went to the fall first.It was .....beautiful ,but honestly speaking ,I have to say it was really small compared with what we have in China .
      When we went back to the guestr house at night ,many girls sat around the table and do needlework,but we didn't take much attention about it and just went to bed early.Cause there was nothing you can do after 9 at night...
      The next day was terrible .We couldn't see farther than 2 metre.It was impossible to go to the moutain,so we decided to work through the sea line.There is road named 올래길,and you can follow the arrows written every 1 meter on the ground and admire the beautiful scenery.It was interesting and we walked about 4 hours without a break.The rain was raining on and off,and it was really wired walking on the beach in a rainy day.We ate a lot of seafood kk,but they all didn't be cooked ,a little bit disgusting at the end.
       The third day was just the same.We didn't care about where we should go and see.We just walked and took photos and ate yummy food.I love this kind of travel,not that tired and busy ,just take your time and feel a city and smell it.

Sunny in Chinese kk

     
  这段时间一直都没有找到一部很符合自己心情口味的电影，所以挑肥拣瘦的看了很多，大多也都没有看完。有时候都不明白自己是在坚持什么，小闺说我是缺乏梦想或者说是信仰。梦想跟信仰从来都跟我没什么关系，我只是会固执的坚持一些东西，即使没人理解没人在意。
    昨天坐在电影院里看了这一部，好想能让我找回点什么。韩国电影有时候就是有这么一种很神奇的力量。你在大笑过后总是会大哭，然后恍然发现“哦，原来是这么回事。”然后发现活着是一件多么珍惜和快乐的事。
    影片讲述的是一个忙碌的家庭主妇，在照顾完老公孩子出门后坐下来回忆自己高中时的模样。又在医院中意外遇到了病痛中高中好友，并帮她也帮自己找回高中的那些伙伴。影片的最后病痛中的好友依然是抵不住死神的召唤走了，一群好友终于重聚，并在祭堂里挑起这首'sunny'.
    又是一部关于青春和回忆的故事。整部片子中现在和过去交织在一起，当现在的我们会一起年幼时的我们时，看似荒唐却纯真，会不停的犯错，而现在的我们总是按部就班的做一切事，却抹掉了过去所有的真实。有一幕是在80年代末动乱，政府兵和市民进行很激烈的巷战，本是一件残酷之极的事，但是在片子中却被处理做了慢动作，主角成了两帮不良少女打群架的镜头。是啊，那些个历史对于年幼的孩子来说其实没有任何力量。
   我在想，为什么很多人会给青春定义为残酷，难道是因为那些犯过的错，说过的脏话，还是发现自己喜欢的人原来喜欢别人的心痛？其实那些在长大后看来应该是多珍贵的回忆，即使想要再像从前都是不可能的事。而现在的我们变得斤斤计较，小心翼翼，忙碌奔波，这似乎是一件更残酷的事情。
   这些女主角长大后走着完全不同的人生轨迹，他们也可曾想过再回到从前再重新走一次，或许就会跟现在有多不一样。但既然不可能，他们只是尽全力找回自己活着的意义，开始懂得自己不是为别人而活，开始回忆起儿时的梦想。当然也有发现梦想跟现实之间的鸿沟时的惋惜。但一切都是珍贵无比的，即使无法改变，心里也要有生活在别处的冲动。
   我还突然发现，80年代的disco原来很好听。

To all the loves that bring us to live

     It's been May and we have only 2 months left.I thought the only thing I should do is not packing my paggages or writhing paper seriously,but remembering.The first time we arrived at Incheon airport is just like yesterday.We did so many interesting and useless things ,and everything is precious for me.So do the friends here.
    I went to Incheon's China town last Saturday to take apart in Chinese's visiting festival or something like that.It was pouring water that day.....I hate that rainy day ,because it made me blue. Incheon's China town is a sort of  dilapidated.If you thought that is the real China ,I have to tell you that you were wrong.Cause most of the people who live in China town now is Korean.And the only CHinese food is zzazzangmian.
Whatever,China town may be the only method for foreigners to get to know China.
    Last Sunday,We went to Heyli.It's a big art park like 798 in Beijing.Actually it's more like a big park rather than artist's home.We made glass there and it was really like magical .We always thought that glass is really hard and the only way to make it change is breaking it.But when we saw the glass meltting in the fire and use another color glass to make them together ,I can't find a word to describe that.It's like there is something ,and you can find out some way to let it melt,let it change,which make you feel you have some unknowning power.
    My scadule is fall this May.I will take every minute to feel and play and remember.
    Actually I don't like saying goodbye this stuff...

Bad spring

    I hate this spring.Although its really beautiful and all kinds of flowers are booming,I have no feeling at all.
    Don't ask me the reason because I dont's know why.
    The TOPIK should be over soon.I couldn't stand for it any longer.It's too difficult!!!!!!!!!!!Why do I have to learn these useless grammar even Korean can't understand,and they all look same,but they tell you it's different without any reason.
     I wanna have a boyfriend.Everyone ask me the reason why I choose women's university.I always tell them that I wanna stay in Seoul.It was never occured in my mind that it't really difficult to get to know a boy unless someone introduce me in a meeting....I don't like secret crash,but,I'm in it ,again!I enjoy this feeling and hate it at the same time.The excited heartbeat, endless imagination,and the concept that we will never get together......Am I sick?
     I will go back at the end of July.I don't want to go home.........It's happy in Seoul and I got to know a lot of people this semester ..don't wanna say goodbye to them....
     I know that this blog would be in a mass.Today is the worst day this week.I got the feeling of my secret crush last Saturday and I wanna get out of it.
     what
     should
      I
      do !??????



in a bad day and a bad mood.....

To my future husband

   1.Give me a surprising proposal.I don't need to be very luxurious,but it should be precious that everytime when I think of it ,I can laugh out loud and feel sweet.I don't need you to be very handsome(but at least good-looking),but you have to love me use your whole life.
   2.You have to remain a good healthy.You are the support of this family and I don't want you to be destroied by alcohol or nicotine,neither exhausted body or less of sleep.
   3.Even though we were poor,we can do our best to change it.We can face it together no matter the poverty,disease or setbacks.The only thing I ask for is a brave heart and never stop to love the life we are living and optimistic.
   4.I dont't need you to be a super power or a millionire.I'd better like you have more time to company with me at home doing household jobs or help our baby to change diapers,watch cartoons together and tell him or her a story before they go to bed.
   5.Take a phone call to my parents frequently and let they know that it's great to give their lovely daughter to you. I will also do the same and let your parents know that I can take good care of their son.
   6.If you confront some bad things outside,don't drink or smoke lonely.You can spell it to me,hug me when you sleep.Let me share the happiness and sadness with you.
   7. We have our own friends and it can't be replaced by love.We hope we can believe in each other and give enough responsibility to each other's friends.When my friends need to be companied with,you can help to take care of our child.When your friends meet trouble and you can't come back,you might give me a phone call ,so that  the light wouln't be token of and the door will always open.
   8.I know that I am not the most pretty woman and not that smart ,and maybe have a lot of shortcomings.But I can do my best to improve myself,and when your friends talk about me  ,they can say,your wife is terrific!
   9.I will follow the cookbook to make you delicious food.I am willing to learn every recipe  I taste it good ,and make it for you.
   10.I will promise you that I will be always loyal to you,our marrige and our family.But if you feel tired and find other woman,I will be jealous,feel angry and even quarrel and fight.The only reason is I love you so much.
   12.When both of us are more than 70 years old.We can also take on the bus and go to the market to buy some eggs and vegetables;we can also sit beside the park and look at our grandson playing happily;we can also celebrate our birthday together and said to each other how am I  lucky to find a person like you.
   13.I love you.

Tired ..

     This was a crazy week.I played  the all week.Tired but happy.
     My best friend Wang chao(mentioned before at the graduation season)came to Korea for a one-week free trip.He came to Seoul on Monday and we ate Chinese hot pot that night and boseum,and chincken till midnight.It has been 2 years I didn't meet.He went to Korea when I was grade 2 ,and I'm in Seoul when he is grad 4,which is a crucial time for him.It's happy to see him here and meet together.How I wish we could be in the university as students forever.Without worry and goodbye,playing all day and of course,studying hard like a sponge...
     The next day,we went to Hanguk university of foreign studies and met a professor who taught Wang Chao last year.The professor is really a China hand.He can speak Chinese more fluently than me and knows a lot of things which I don't know!I will come to sit in the class next week.Can't wait to listen to his class.~~
     Last night was really crazy.I thought of the time we played together back to Guangzhou.Wang Chao ,Cai Zhouhuan and me went to KTV all night and went back the next morning .We went to a lot of place yesterday and finally Hongdae.I love Korea's club.Lot of cute boys and free tequila......I went home at 3 and began to review the book which had a quiz today......NOW,I am really tired and the only thing I want to do is sleeping.
     Wang Chao went to Bushan today and finally I live again and return back to routine life.
      Tired,tired,tired.......

I love MT

    I went to MT last weekends.MT is a special activity that I never tried back in China,and it is short for membership training.
    I joint a club which is hold by Chinese and Korean students,where we can study and play together.Every club has  MTs at the first of the semester and the end of the semester.It's an activity that make members combine each other and become good friends.Well,it really worked.We stayed up all night,palying and drinking.TT

    We went to Chuncheon.It's a huge MT country.It was surely an MT season.A lot of students,including college students,high school students ,and primary school students.We went there by subway and it was very convenient to get there.We bought meat and alcohol at Seoul and brought that to Chuncheon.We palyed pigu first .Though it was an easy game ,we had a lot of fun.
    After that,when the dark came,TIME TO ENJOY THE FOOD!!!!The MT country provided us a barbecue box,in which we can barbecue by ourselves.It was the most delicious barbrcue I've ever ate,cause we made it by ourselves.

well, actually...according to the picture,most of us were in charge of eating.kkk~~~
     The palying time lasted for about more than 12 hours.It was a big dinning room and 20 people sat together,drinking and playing.Of course if you feel tired ,you can go to the small room for rest.But most of us stayed till late.
     In China,we don't have that well-developed drinking alcohol games.They yelled loud and drank happily.We always got confused cause it was too hard to follow what they are saying.The Korean had to stop and taught us how to play the game.But it always happened that no sooner than we got the idea how to play this game,they moved to another new game...so that we had to learn and learn,and of course,drank and drank.....But there surely were a plenty of interesting games that made us high!
    
     Korean people really enjoy playing.I can forget bad things playing with them.Who knows,many friends in China asked me weather Korea got the nuclear radiation because of the earthquake in Japan.And some asked me,"did you buy salt?",(It's a freaking thing in China that people are afraid to get involed to the nuclear radiation,and the buy a lot of salt to wat in case of that... )I told them,I played all the weekends ,and screw the nuclear radiation!~~~